Woah!! For Real??

Guess what? This morning at school, after we had our tahlil, one student got possessed by a spirit.
Wicked!! Weird thou, it was crazy!! At first all of the students looked shocked at him(a guy got possessed-weak but felt sorry for him). Then suddenly, he screamed and shouted, "Wahai manusia, kamu sangat celaka!" Everybody got scared and rushed to the back of the hall.

He crawled to the ground and histerically laughing like an idiot. Teachers were able to stopped
him from hurting the students. The girls were really freaked out. The boys just laughed calling him crazy, psycho freak. Atleast nobody got hurt, only freaked out. I tell you guys more about this guy who got possessed. He is my friend actually but not in the same class.

Seriously Signed,
zzzzz,
FreakyZiqqy

taking it in!!

I'm taking it in
I'm holding it back
I'm filling my lungs with the knife in my back
But you kept going on just to make me feel like this
Now that it's over
I won't feel the same
A broken frame with our picture is wasted 
I've thrown it away
Losing sight
You were all I had (all I can take...)
I guess the jokes on me..

We missed our chance
I won't forget
As time will only tell where to go 
(Time will only tell where you go)
Though I wish that you weren't breathing
I still just can't believe 
You're gone... A song for you, Q

Seriously Signed by

zzzzz

FreakyZiqqy

Dotz of Life.. The Story of Ziqqy..

this is a short description of me..

Yes I was born in Brunei somewhere in KB hospital at exactly 3.25a.m.

My family moved to Bandar, living at Kampong Rimba, now 2009.

Get on to 12 years old Ziqqy, I passed my PSR and continued to SM.Menglait until now.

Now it started, I'm doing this post to tell you who is really me.

My life is a story of a boy, a naughty boy, an ex-playboy, a nerd and a gangster.

And now I end up being the faithful boy. I learnt from my mistakes.

I learnt from the girls I date, I learnt from the friends I care.

This is me now and it can change again and again.

This one is gonna be about my love story.

The first girl I ever felt in love was the girl who is the same class with me.

But I never tell her I love her not till in Form 4 but I screwed it up.

The second girl I love was from SMJA, about a year plus. But I guess it wasn't good enough.

The third girl also the same class with me since Form 2, again, I screwed it up.

The fourth girl from STPRI, she was okay but I didn't feel her love.

The fifth girl from STPRI too, because of her, I thought I have found the one for me,

she was my best one, I totally love her still now or never, but somehow, it just ended

like that. I just don't know, my life seems nothing when she left. Its hard for me to move

on. By far the best romantic life I ever had was with her. I still have her pictures on my table.

I wanna make contact but something is not letting me. Telling me to let her go.

Wishing her the best. I know in her heart, she doesn't need me anymore, but i need her.

Right now, I've a crush, a small crush on a girl. Hint: Tinggal di Rimba. Tinggal di atas bukit. Suka patung unta yang ku bagi arah ea. Aahahahaha.

The first is true and the second third maybe.

The weird part of my life is the weirdest part of it, the twisted fate.

I know let me tell you that I was a playboy. Before I met my SMJA girlfriend, I already

have 9 girls in my possession but I didn't care for them. After I broke up with my SMJA 

girlfriend. I learnt to be faithful to one and only. That's where I found my STPRI girlfriend

but somehow, I didn't feel love from her. And thanks to my ENG Sir who encouraged

me to write a letter to one of the student in STPRI. Her handwriting was cool and

the way she describe herself really wows me. I totally like this girl. And from there,

she was my girlfriend. She rocks my world but somehow I just really shocked that she

just roll out from my world. I lost her. I lost something that was incredibly valuable to me.

Naughty boy dead, Playboy dead. Faithful is where I was with my fifth girlfriend.

I am a nerd in school and a gangster outside school. Two different personalities but

still I am the Ziqqy ahahaha. Weird weird ahahaha. I looked so nerdy at school

but when my friends hang out with me was a different story, "Dude, is that you?"

They said I'm cooler in my gangster mode. LOL. But I like to study ahahha.

(Looking at my ex-gf's picture)

(sighed)

I wonder how she is doing..

(sighed)

(coughed)

(get a guitar and play a song about her)

(stop and put the guitar down)

(looking at the msn, s109 offline tia)

(looking this post)

What a routine that was =D

I guess this Ziqqy really misses her so much. I know what happen to her. I know and I'm

sorry for her. I wish i could have done something but hey, i can't. Be strong.

Even I cried for her.

s109 wanna know what weird thing have happen to me just now.

Well, I felt weird due to the fact, why am I here?

I felt insecure, my life is twisted. I didn't tell anyone about my accident at the road.

I almost broke a leg. Maybe thinking of her wasn't a good idea.

I'm really sorry Faithful Ziqqy. I misused you, bro.

I know you lost someone special who have died.

Ziqqy, i know you misses them so much but do they miss you,

I made them don't miss you, I'm sorry.

I let her go for you, i let them hate you for you.

Please blame me for all the mistake you have done for me.

(to make things easier, I'm talking to myself, LOL)

Still I'm proud who I am and what happen to me. Everything happen for a reason

which you can never know. Ziqqy Ziqqy. You're one hell of a guy. I'm proud to be

you =D and I love you P (another hint, lol)

Seriously signed by

zzzzz

FreakyZiqqy.

22 JULY 2009 Prediction of Disaster, Please let it be HOAX!!

i heard a story, a prediction, a hoax, or a fact about tsunami that could wipe Brunei out.

Not just Brunei, even southeast asia countries. I wish it was a hoax but even the experts

don't even know what would happen. For me, I'll pray to Allah to the fullest.

Seriously signed by

zzzzz

FreakyZiqqy

Now it triggers me, why didn't you tell me??

For long I wait for the very answer to my question,
Now you tell you have lost two of your best men,
your father and me

You should have told me about this,
Rather than hiding what you really feel,
I could have understand you,
Because I love you

I felt so guilty for what have I done to you,
If you have told me about this,
I truly understand,

Now I don't know what to say to you,
I'm really sorry for your lost,
Really I am and that's the truth

All I can do is sit back,
Pray for your safety,
Hope for you to be happy,
'Coz everything I do, I can't stop thinking of you,
You were my best one,
Everything of what you know about me after we were through,
Are all lies except for one,
The picture of you I still kept on top of my desk,
And I still truly love you..

Warm-hearted Signed,
zzzzzz
FreakyZiqqy

SMMG WON THIRD PLACE IN PRYNSA 11!!

WOOHOO!! Congrats to SMMG for winning third place in PRYNSA 11. Sir is so happy, the principal is also happy and everyone is happy. We have done it. We will live to tell our greatest achievements to the world.

A Comparative Study of Litter Fauna between Kerangas Forest and Acacia Forest in Berakas Recreational Park. One of our best title for PRYNSA 11. I'm proud of everyone who involve in it. Fina, you were great and excellent on the intro and conclusion. Chantelle, thanks for doing the Pink Panther theme on the animation, it was cool, you too, Fina for doing the 'icccc' sound. Naqib, man you rock, keep doing those humour stuffs. Syafiqah, you were amazing talking to the Princess Rasidah. Aqilah, thanks for coming to help us with the exhibition, you will always be a part of SMMG PRYNSA 11. Afif, you save our life by teaching that damn mouse a lesson, keep rocking man. Ryley, you may not be there, but your spirit will always keep us up and running with your trust and loyalty and with hope of your friendship.

Since we got third place, Sir is going to celebrate our achievements at his house, barbeeque. Yeah!! Yummy.

To SMSUA, congrats for winning the first place in PRYNSA 11. You guys rocks!! Hope for the best and if can, send me a regard to Fatin Dalila. ahahaha.

To SM. Mentiri, congrats for winning the second place in PRYNSA 11. Thanks for becoming our new friends. You guys are cool and hype fun. We, the SMMG are glad, hope you huys can keep up with our hyper and active spirits. Thanks for beating us ahahaha still we're happy and proud.

Seriously Signed,
zzzzz
FreakyZiqqy

PRYNSA!! PRYNSA!!

Woah, tomorrow is the the full rehearsal for the 16th of April. I really need to learn all those Royal language. What am I GONNA say to the Princess? What if I say all those normal people's language (damn, fish you, go to hell, sicko, aiyah mah, whatever, asshole)?

Well, just now we have finished the exhibition items at school with the help of two of the best teachers in SMMG. Thank you Cgu. Anisah and Cgu. Faizah. You guys rocks!! The designs are WOAH!!

BAD NEWS!! Sir is not using the new slide for PRYNSA!! WHY WHY WHY?! I spent so long on it and he don't want to use it. The OLD slide is ugly!! No offence Sir ahahaha. But hey, we'll do our best!!! GO SMMG!! Fina!! Naqib!! Chantelle!! Afif!! Syafiqah!! Aqilah!! Me!! and don't forget Ryley!! who have moved to Philippines to continue his study. ahahaha where is that guy? I wonder if he come back to Brunei with squads that hold rifle and bombs. ahahaha.

Seriously Signed,
zzzzz,
FreakyZiqqy

Nice one!!

I know it's not enough to say I'm wrong
You know that I will miss you now you're gone
I know it's not your life to see this through
Just know that in my heart, it beats for you
So leave a little note for me behind
I swear I have to know the reasons why
This won't survive

But if you fall back into my life
I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside
Telling me to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this world undone
I want to be your only one

And now it's not the same with you away
Just holding onto hope to save my days
I won't survive
So just stay with me tonight, and try

But if you fall back into my life
I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside
Telling me to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this war unsung
I want to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life
I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside
Telling me to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this world undone
I could never leave this war unsung
I want to be your only one

Seriously Signed,
zzzzz,
FreakyZiqqy

A Song For Qeel..

I never dreamt it'd be this way
I've lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you misscall, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight

I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...

...Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you misscall, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight...

Tonight...

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you misscall, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you misscall, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
And if I should fall, I know you're waiting
And if I should misscall, I know you're there
If ever you cry just know
I'm in your heart tonight...
I'm in your heart tonight...
But all of it is just a sad story you made
with me..

Taylor Swift is my first favourite Female Singer!!

Taylor Swift has a lot of collection of country music that suits any life. Listen to her and let her engulf your body into a deep feeling of being free out of your stressful day =D

Seriously Signed,
zzzzzz,
FreakyZiqqy

Amber Pacific into my toplist!!

Guys, I found a band which has a similar taste of music with Secondhand Serenade. They Rock!! Their musics are cool. Check it out if you guys haven't know the band yet. Give them support!! Their song, If I Fall is the best song from them. Please do listen to them okay =D

Seriously Signed,
zzzzz
FreakyZiqqy

My Favourite PC Games Yo!!

I am a big fan of PC games yeahha. I just can't resist myself ahahaha. Last Wednesday, I bought the wrong game but I love it. War games are my favourite. RPGs too. Here is my list of favourite PC games:

• Company of Heroes
• Civilization IV
• Command and Conquer Red Alert 3
• Myst III Exile
• Stronghold Legends
• Heroes of Might and Magic V
• Axis and Allies
• Final Fantasy VIII
• Sudeki
• Rome Total War
• Spore
• The Sims 2
• Battle Realms

p/s: I bought all of them with my own money ahahaha =D

Seriously Signed,
zzzzz
FreakyZiqqy.

I can see spirits??

It started when my family decided to go to Kuala Belait to spend hari raya. On our way there, our car suddenly broke down. My father went out of the car and check the car engine while my mother try to call my cousins just to inform them that we are going to be late.

As for me, I decided to went outside just to look around and maybe I might see something. Then that's when I saw a white figure from the distance. I was so dumbfounded and also wanted to know what is that figure. The figure suddenly moved towards me. I didn't try to run because all I can do is stand there with my feet stucked to the ground.

When that figure has reached its destination, 'its' cold hand touched me and of course I suddenly turn cold hard. The figure showed 'her' face, damn she was beautiful but as lots of horror stories I have read. Never be fool by the looks of a beautiful face whpo dress in total white gown.

I was really pissed off man. I'm just a kid and what do you expect me to do. My mind and heart were arguing on what I should do now. Then it all happen the figure spoke someting to me maybe it's something like this "I will never hurt the person who can really see and talk to spirits like me, you are very unique, boy, I must know more about you" after that she disappeared into thin air.

What did she really meant? Is she saying that I can see spirits? Does it make me lucky or unlucky? Maybe I might find the truth when I encounter another spirit. Hopefully.

The Ghost Girl of Menglait School

A regular school day, on a day in
September 2007, I walked down the
corridor of my high school to a class at
the other end. I was hoping to find my
cousin still in class. I popped my head
in a little.

“Grea t, she's still here.” I said under
breath.

I had hoped not to see her teacher, and
I was lucky, she wasn't in the class.
Most of the students have left but there
were a few of them still in the class,
chatting.<>
“Pssst. Ruby.” I tried getting her
attention, as her back was facing me.
Not only did Ruby turn, some other
students did too. Among them was a
beautiful girl seated at the corner,
beside a girl. My cousin came over and
we talked at the door. “My class is
over, and if yours is too, wanna walk
home together?”

“Y eah, I'll see you in a while. We're
just discussing something now. I'll be
out in five minutes.” Ruby said.

I couldn't help noticing the beautiful
girl staring at me. My eyes met her eyes
and we locked for a couple of seconds,
and I began to feel excited. My cousin
noticed the slight smile on my face and
turned back to see who it was that I was
amused by. When turned back to me she
frowned. We didn't talk about it then.

“Well, see ya' later.” I said, and made
my way downstairs to wait for her.

My cousin came down with another
classmate , and we walked together. I was
at the rim of my patience to ask her
about the beautiful classmate of hers,
and when we parted ways with other girl,
I asked excitedly. “Who's the hot
looking girl seated at the back row?”

Ruby frowned. “Which hot looking girl?
All the girls in my class are...” Ruby
pouted her lips and frowned even more as
she shook her head. “There's no
beautiful girl in my class.”

“Tst. ..she was seated at the forth row,
beside a girl and another girl. The girl
wore a red ribbon in her hair. I can't
remember her name.” I said, a little
frustrated .

“You mean, Zana?” Ruby said.

“Yeah, I think so.” I replied. “So,
who's the girl sitting beside them?”

“There 's only Lin seated beside Zana.
And she's not hot looking, not at all.”
Ruby said, rolling her eyes to the ceiling.

I glared at Ruby. “I know Lin, and I
don't mean Lin. The other girl, Ruby!” I
was already to the point of giving up
with trying. “She was wearing a white
tee and blue pants. Her skin is white,
very white.” I said, in a last breath
and walked on.

Ruby looked at me suspiciously. “There's
no one in my class by that description,
Ziq. ”

I glared at Ruby. “Oh, forget it.”

“Rina?” Ruby said, feeling guilty.

I shook my head.

“Mirah? ”

Ruby went on mentioning other names but
they were all names I was familiar with.
I was really frustrated and angry with
Ruby was missing what I considered
stunni ngly attractive. Ruby and I
normally had the same taste, but she had
let me down that time and by the way
Ruby is a bit lesbian. I walked on and
we never spoke of the beautiful girl again.

Feelin g guilty, Ruby spoke to Lin and
Zana about the mysterious beautiful girl
when she was back in class the next day.
Both Lin and Zana were surprised that I
had seen another girl with them. They
clearly remembered there was no one else
apart from themselves. The queries had
left Lin, Zana, and as well as Ruby,
quite spooked.

Soon the entire class had heard about
the beautiful girl, and since then, many
of our schoolmates had come out saying
things that they had not dared to speak
out before, fearing embarrassment. The
stories went around, and even the
teachers who had worked there for many
years, shared their experiences. They
said they heard some teachers had on
occasion seen a floating lady in white
gown, a young girl hanging by the neck
from a rope tied to a tree branch, and
young girl high-pinched scream.

The school I'm talking about is Menglait
School, located at Jalan Menglait. There
has been lot's of rumours about this
school being haunted and as for me I
still keep on searching for the
mysterious ghost girl even if I graduate.

Stella's Summon (Prototype)

It all started when I was having my exam at my school. I looked at all my friends doing their exam. Of course I am not trying to cheat or anything. I am just looking at them doing it because I have finished my paper sooner than them. I don’t bother to check my paper besides; I didn’t care about it anyway.

 

            Well, that’s another story to protest against education here in Brunei. My life soon to change when I suddenly dozed off and shut my sleepy eyes. “Wake up, sleepy head!” shouted a voice that I didn’t know and it sounded strange to my ears.

 

            “Huh, where am I?” I asked with my eyes closed. I was feeling very sleepy. Well, I tried to open my eyes and I did. Ok, back to the part when I had already opened my eyes, I saw this little girl who seemed to be smiling at me. She was wearing a white robe with ruby on it.

 

            “What are you looking at?” she asked me hopefully. “Oh I’m sorry, my name is Stella from the Kingdom of Walse, nice to meet you.”

 

            “My name is Haziq, nice to meet you too, lass.” I answered her nervously and I didn’t bother to answer her first question. Suddenly, my head started to think actively. It asked many questions. Stella? Walse? Ruby on robe? White Robe? Then I thought I was dreaming. For all I knew Stella was one of the characters in a video game I used to play on my playstation. Of course there is no such thing as a place named Walse in the real world, but it existed in that game. I know Stella was a white magician also known as healer because she was wearing a white robe with a ruby. I was totally confused.

 

            I kept on asking myself whether it was true when suddenly we heard a bell ring loudly with a sound that spread out over the world. I saw wide fear in Stella’s eyes. “I’ve got to go now, I must send you back,” Stella said hurriedly. We shook hands and said goodbye. I knew we would never see each other again. That’s what I thought. I saw a bright light in front of me and I was back on my seat ant the test paper was on my desk. I just sat there and started to double check my paper. I didn’t even want to know about what has just happened. Well I do miss Stella a lot.

A Twist In Ziqqy's Stories

What if misses and hugs didn't mean a thing

Would the song still survive without five heart-shaped rings

Would you still wanna kiss without lipstick on

What would happen if I never let it show

What would happen if sweetest love told a lie

Tell me what would you find

You'd see that today holds something special

Something lovely, and sweetest romantic

So here's to the birthday girl who have loved me

It's something we both try to ignore

And put a glitter up on your door

So here's something you should know that is for sure

your sweet smile must be something more

What if I did not pay attention to 

All the things that you wished I would always do

What if happiness came in a cardboard box

Then I think there is something we all forgot

What would happen if I suddenly went away

Tell me what would you find

You'd see that today holds something special

Something lovely, and sweetest romantic

So here's to the birthday girl who have loved me

It's something we both try to ignore

And put a glitter up on your door

So here's something you should know that is for sure

your sweet smile must be something more

We get so caught up in all of it

Study and relationships

Hundred mile an hour lives

And it's this time of year

And everybody's here

It seems the last thing on your mind

Is that the day holds something special

Something lovely, and sweetest romantic

So here's to R who have loved me

It's something we both try to ignore

And put a glitter up on your door

But here's something you should know that is for sure

your sweet smile must be something

your sweet smile must be something

your sweet smile must be something more

You're gotta be more

You're gotta be more

Seriously Signed,

zzzzz,

FreakyZiqqy

To Qilah, its a letter and I hope you remember coz I remember you through it

"Dear Qilah,

Hye, it’s so cool that I got a reply from you. Thanks for replying, I really appreciate it, Qilah. Thanks for the compliment on my nickname, ‘Ziqqy’. I don’t know why people said my nickname is cool and cute. It really makes me wonder. Is it because the person is cute? Hahaha, I’m just kidding. I don’t like to brag about myself =). Woah, that would be very cool if we become friends because for me making a new friend through writing letter is different than making friends through chatting so of course I want.. haha

Yup, my holiday was fun. The second term holiday, I went to another camping to Temburong with my friend. We went there by car and we need passport. Good thing my passport haven’t expire yet. In Temburong, we stayed in one of the mosque in Rataie. Well, I think I’m a very adventurous kind of person since I like to go camping haha. That’s good for you that you found a way to enjoy your holiday. Reading is fun except if you read horror books during camping. It really spooked me. Oh so you’re a kind of girl who likes to go shopping with friends. That’s a very cool hobby you got there.

Way cool!! I like rock climbing too and other stuffs that you’ve mentioned. So you’re also a kind of girl who likes adventurous stuffs. Wait. That makes me wonder. Shopper girl plus Adventurous girl equal you. Woah… I think you’re unique yes really unique. Oh the ghost book I read was 50 Ghost Stories. It’s full of variety of ghost stories.

‘O’ Level exam will be hard. My dad said “if you last minute review for the exam there is a 10% of chance you will pass and 90% that you will fail”. So we better study now or never. We must so we can get good result and maybe we can see each other in Form 6 kan kan ahaha.

Do you play any musical instruments? I can play piano, guitar and right now I’m trying to learn how to play the violin but I don’t think I have any free time for it. I can only play the song twinkle, twinkle little star, canon in d and some Secondhand Serenade songs. By the way, do you know Secondhand Serenade? Well the band is still new since last year. Their songs are very cool and meaningful but their types of songs are for people who are ‘jiwang’ like me ahaha.

Well, it seems I would like to end my letter here and hoping for another reply from you. =)

Your new friend,

Ziqqy

SMMG-4A"

Seriously signed,

zzzzz,

FreakyZiqqy

To Syiqin!!

Yo Syiqin, aaaaapppppppppaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddddddddddddaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?!?!?!?!?!? ahahaha thanks a lot again for fixing up my blog and I don't worry. I trust you my good friend =D We chat so long about old times and good times, speaking about times, its past my bedtime. Goodnight!! =D

Badminton Bad Day For Indera Negara

Noooooo sh*t. Sorry for that. I lost a game of badminton against Laila Wijaya. I didn't even try to smash me but I lost somehow ahahaha. Good game, bro. 5-12, 12-21. ahahahaha I let Indera Negara down. Too bad. Maybe next time. Tomorow I wanna watch cinema and Mirah and her boyfriend is coming along but I have no money ahahahaha xD. Maybe I just go cycling near Azimah's house and Nasrul's house again. How about that? ahahaha =D

Seriously signed,

zzzzz,

FreakyZiqqy

A day has come for me to go freaky

Okay guys, this is my new blog and my first time. So, I'll try my best to go freaky here. If I go freaky, my imagination would take over my body. ahahaha I miss Aida a lot. Aida is an Omani girl who likes my nice-shaped nose. Yeahaa. so that's all ahahaha. I told you already I would go freaky weird xD. Azimah, Miftah, Fatin, Nasrul and Syiqin. Guys I got a surprise for you guys on the 16th of April. BIG surprise lah ahahaha =D Just wait for it okay.

Seriously signed,

zzzzz,

FreakyZiqqy.