Now it triggers me, why didn't you tell me??

For long I wait for the very answer to my question,
Now you tell you have lost two of your best men,
your father and me

You should have told me about this,
Rather than hiding what you really feel,
I could have understand you,
Because I love you

I felt so guilty for what have I done to you,
If you have told me about this,
I truly understand,

Now I don't know what to say to you,
I'm really sorry for your lost,
Really I am and that's the truth

All I can do is sit back,
Pray for your safety,
Hope for you to be happy,
'Coz everything I do, I can't stop thinking of you,
You were my best one,
Everything of what you know about me after we were through,
Are all lies except for one,
The picture of you I still kept on top of my desk,
And I still truly love you..

Warm-hearted Signed,
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FreakyZiqqy