Dotz of Life.. The Story of Ziqqy..

this is a short description of me..

Yes I was born in Brunei somewhere in KB hospital at exactly 3.25a.m.

My family moved to Bandar, living at Kampong Rimba, now 2009.

Get on to 12 years old Ziqqy, I passed my PSR and continued to SM.Menglait until now.

Now it started, I'm doing this post to tell you who is really me.

My life is a story of a boy, a naughty boy, an ex-playboy, a nerd and a gangster.

And now I end up being the faithful boy. I learnt from my mistakes.

I learnt from the girls I date, I learnt from the friends I care.

This is me now and it can change again and again.

This one is gonna be about my love story.

The first girl I ever felt in love was the girl who is the same class with me.

But I never tell her I love her not till in Form 4 but I screwed it up.

The second girl I love was from SMJA, about a year plus. But I guess it wasn't good enough.

The third girl also the same class with me since Form 2, again, I screwed it up.

The fourth girl from STPRI, she was okay but I didn't feel her love.

The fifth girl from STPRI too, because of her, I thought I have found the one for me,

she was my best one, I totally love her still now or never, but somehow, it just ended

like that. I just don't know, my life seems nothing when she left. Its hard for me to move

on. By far the best romantic life I ever had was with her. I still have her pictures on my table.

I wanna make contact but something is not letting me. Telling me to let her go.

Wishing her the best. I know in her heart, she doesn't need me anymore, but i need her.

Right now, I've a crush, a small crush on a girl. Hint: Tinggal di Rimba. Tinggal di atas bukit. Suka patung unta yang ku bagi arah ea. Aahahahaha.

The first is true and the second third maybe.

The weird part of my life is the weirdest part of it, the twisted fate.

I know let me tell you that I was a playboy. Before I met my SMJA girlfriend, I already

have 9 girls in my possession but I didn't care for them. After I broke up with my SMJA 

girlfriend. I learnt to be faithful to one and only. That's where I found my STPRI girlfriend

but somehow, I didn't feel love from her. And thanks to my ENG Sir who encouraged

me to write a letter to one of the student in STPRI. Her handwriting was cool and

the way she describe herself really wows me. I totally like this girl. And from there,

she was my girlfriend. She rocks my world but somehow I just really shocked that she

just roll out from my world. I lost her. I lost something that was incredibly valuable to me.

Naughty boy dead, Playboy dead. Faithful is where I was with my fifth girlfriend.

I am a nerd in school and a gangster outside school. Two different personalities but

still I am the Ziqqy ahahaha. Weird weird ahahaha. I looked so nerdy at school

but when my friends hang out with me was a different story, "Dude, is that you?"

They said I'm cooler in my gangster mode. LOL. But I like to study ahahha.

(Looking at my ex-gf's picture)

(sighed)

I wonder how she is doing..

(sighed)

(coughed)

(get a guitar and play a song about her)

(stop and put the guitar down)

(looking at the msn, s109 offline tia)

(looking this post)

What a routine that was =D

I guess this Ziqqy really misses her so much. I know what happen to her. I know and I'm

sorry for her. I wish i could have done something but hey, i can't. Be strong.

Even I cried for her.

s109 wanna know what weird thing have happen to me just now.

Well, I felt weird due to the fact, why am I here?

I felt insecure, my life is twisted. I didn't tell anyone about my accident at the road.

I almost broke a leg. Maybe thinking of her wasn't a good idea.

I'm really sorry Faithful Ziqqy. I misused you, bro.

I know you lost someone special who have died.

Ziqqy, i know you misses them so much but do they miss you,

I made them don't miss you, I'm sorry.

I let her go for you, i let them hate you for you.

Please blame me for all the mistake you have done for me.

(to make things easier, I'm talking to myself, LOL)

Still I'm proud who I am and what happen to me. Everything happen for a reason

which you can never know. Ziqqy Ziqqy. You're one hell of a guy. I'm proud to be

you =D and I love you P (another hint, lol)

Seriously signed by

zzzzz

FreakyZiqqy.